Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind meets Past Lives in this gripping, emotional story of two childhood friends navigating the fallout of one erasing their memory of the other, from acclaimed author Sarah Suk.

Seventeen-year-old Yena Bae is spending the summer in Busan, South Korea, working at her mom’s memory-erasing clinic. She feels lost and disconnected from people, something she’s felt ever since her best friend, Lucas, moved away four years ago without a word, leaving her in limbo.

Eighteen-year-old Lucas Pak is also in Busan for the summer, visiting his grandpa, who was recently diagnosed with Alzheimer’s disease. But he isn’t just here for a regular visit—he’s determined to get his beloved grandpa into the new study running at the clinic, a trial program seeking to restore lost memories.

When Yena runs into Lucas again, she’s shocked to see him and even more shocked to discover that he doesn’t remember a thing about her. He’s completely erased her from his memories, and she has no idea why.

As the two reconnect, they unravel the mystery and heartache of what happened between them all those years ago—and must now reckon with whether they can forge a new beginning together.

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In this book we follow Yena, who is the daughter of the famous Dr. Bey who discovered memory removal technology. By using specific sounds associated with memories they are able to remove memories that people wish removed. As you can imagine this is an exciting technology but also controversial. Yena is spending the summer in Korea with her mother to hopefully spend some time with her, but also perhaps find some direction for herself. Dr. Bey is on the edge of a breakthrough, starting a study to see if they can use the same technology to restore memories that have been lost – so as you can guess, finding time to spend with Yena isn’t the easiest.

We also follow Lucas, who was Yena’s childhood best friend until he and his family moved away four years prior without a word. Lucas is in Korea visiting his uncle and grandfather, who is suffering from Alzheimer’s. He’s heard about Dr. Bey’s new study and desperately wants to get his grandfather into it.

What follows is an incredibly deep story that asks important questions regarding whether or not memories should be tampered with, how their removal could very well cause a ripple effect among those close to the individual who had memories removed and more. Combine this with a lot of talks regarding Alzheimer’s as we see the struggle that Lucas’ grandfather has with his diagnosis, and the pain Lucas feels as he witnesses that struggle. As the story unfolds we do find out why Lucas’ family left without a word and why Yena hasn’t heard from him since and get to see them rebuild the relationship they used to have while wrestling with their personal dilemmas.

I was not expecting this story to be as emotional as it was, both in the discussion of memory loss, but Yena’s relationship with her parents and her relationship with Lucas. There are a lot of hard truths about families and relationships that just go straight to the heart.

Happy reading!

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